Shan't blog anything about the past few days. Today is crucial.

Woke up by a sms from Rachel saying: go n see choo yan's blog. she posted sumting bout u. So I went to my blog first. I saw all these:

chooyan (:: VERY THANK YOU
chooyan (:: thanks for badmouthing me...i saw someone's blog to realise wad u say
chooyan (:: CUTE=UGLY
chooyan (:: LAME =CUTE
chooyan (:: man,im LAME
chooyan (:: u may see a knife in my hand :p
chooyan (:: but if u insult me too much..
chooyan (:: and blah blahs
chooyan (:: 'choo yan is some noob who pop into my freaking life..and ruin it'
chooyan (:: or u may write something like 'choo yan suxs..
chooyan (:: i swear i dint forced her to do it :p
chooyan (:: my fwen pam got put 'choo yan is cute' in her blog
chooyan (:: like 'choo yan is cute' :p
chooyan (:: anyway..y ur blog is always ur everyday life..shld put more of ur PERSONAL THOUGHTS..
chooyan (:: r u ok now?

So not knowing what was happening, I went to chooyan's blog. There is saw a few quite unpleasant words. Then I went to joanne's blog, saw some unpleasant things too. I really don't know what is going.

Whose blog was it containing those things I said about you?

My confession
I have never badmouthed you. Even the incident when you spam me ugly, I believed that it is not you. I know its my fualt for dragging your birthday present until now. I always have fun being with you. This is the second entry about you. Aiya, I really don't what to say and how to explain cause I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING. 1 night I was friend with chooyan and the next day I'm not.

In primary school, I have bad times with friends too. I thought we were all immatured then. In secondary, I found friendship was great in sec 1 and 2s. Although me and 4 buckets do have so "fights" once a blue moon. Now in sec 3s, I had "fights" with chooyan for a number of times. Is everythings because of me? I'm not a good friend to be with right? I make you all feel bored and irritaing sometimes right? I thought I changed my attitude alot already, but I think I'm wrong, very wrong.

I would like to say THANKS to these people FOR BEING MY FRIEND:

1. Jocelyn
2. Farah nisa
3. Joey
4. Yanrong
5. Xiangqun
6. Lixiang
7. Huiting
8. Angeline
9. Jiamin
10. Beverley
11. Baoxian
12. cheehao
13. Eddie
14. Kevin
15. Kianchong
16. Ying herng
17. Kaiweng
18. Zhihong
19. Justin
20. Weiru
21. Chooyan
22. Rachel
23. Jieting
24. Joanne
25. Stephanie
26. Joycelyn
27. Weiling
28. Eileen
29. Marion
30. qianhui
31. Hui Khin
32. Hui yan
33. xavier
34. Guzheng girls
35. Bing chen
36. Yilin
37. Yanling
38. Peiyan
39. weiying
40. Amanda
41. Yinru
42. Cindy
43. Wendy
44. Ruth
45. Esther
46. Rashid
47. Annabelle
48. Rachel
49. Dorothy
50. Jiaqi

I will stop here. Very tiring...